Yes Gurdjieff called this problem of the West as the "Kundabuffer" - it is literally a lower back energy blockage - (that sitting in full lotus yoga asana will fix). So the Kundalini is buffed or blocked in modern humans - disconnecting the "tree of life" (the 2nd brain) from the "tree of knowledge" (the third eye). Obviously this problem is not even acknowledged by our high tech society. But just as with electric eels - ejaculation is mainly lecithin and lecithin is how an electric eel stores its charge literally. Lecithin is what myelinates the neurons of the brain. The Daoists call this "feeding the brain" (which is why eggs are considered a "brain food" by Daoists since eggs are the highest source of lecithin - next to soybeans. The Buddhists rely on tofu or soybeans). So the Gurdjieff points out that this "instinctual center" of the mind-body - the lower body - is tied closely to the "moving center."
So Neuroscientists like Rodolfo Llinas - his classic book "I of the Vortex" - tell us that essentially the human brain is an extension of the 2nd brain (that has more neurons than the heart) and so the main function of the human brain is to MOVE. With modern humans this means left brain dominance with language co-evolved FROM the use of right-hand gestures and right-hand tool use (as professor Michael Corballis tells us). So the original human culture - the San Bushmen - have the SAME Eland Bull trance dance training for females at first menstruation - it is from BEFORE human languages splits into different dialects - so older than 50,000 years ago and probably much older. President JFK stated of landing on the Moon - that it is an "Unknown Celestial Body" but this is only because modern left-brain dominant humans no longer FEEL the full moon as a pineal gland electrogravitic resonance INSIDE their body (as the 5th dimension or relativistic quantum biology). So Gurdjieff called this a Number 4 human with a "permanent center of gravity" in the third eye.
Whereas probably 10% and more now are what Gurdjieff called "number 1" males - meaning their brain is controlled by their ejaculation addiction. The Nazi Missile-Moon Landing was subconsciously driven by "Missile Envy" as a psychological projection to the great "unknown celestial body" when in fact modern humans co-evolved as the ONLY primate with females living in ecology as a group, precisely synchronized with their pineal gland to the lunar cycle. The moon controls Life on Earth. Gurdjieff stated that if the dominant life on Earth does not FEED the moon with pineal gland energy - i.e. "help the moon grow spiritually" (via the 5th dimension) then the moon would DESTROY the dominant life on Earth and the Moon would start the life cycle over on Earth again.
So the Kundabuffer - as you state - this instinctual, supposedly uncontrollable ejaculation addiction thrust drive - was originally controlled through sublimation and purification by the Tshoma training - each year for one month the males separate from the females and the males then fast and trance dance to learn to have the female right side vagus nerve repeated orgasms as kundalini energy (this is the SNAKE as "original sin" - Sin was the Moon God of Sumeria and the origin of the Snake story). So originally EVE was the liberator of humanity but with the rise of Patriarchy Plow rape culture to contain infinity through right-hand technology (wheat farming) - this female liberation ecology story was transformed into its opposite meaning.
Left brain dominance is designed as "I am that I am" - a circular tautology to CUT OFF the natural resonance of the right brain to the right side vagus nerve to the right side of the heart as real love culture. In the original human culture ALL males were required to learn to send out Lunar love energy via the pineal gland out of their eyes as healing N/om (snake) lunar energy. In India tantric culture this is why the clitoris is called the Lunar Love Digit. Anyway we all lost this original human culture and instead Missile Envy is promoted as a rape warmongering chimpanzee culture - to see who can ejaculate the farthest and even the females try to be like males in this competition since modern civilization technology is "supposed" to protect females from the rape-warfare. In fact it just addresses the symptoms without addressing the CAUSE of the problem - the psycho-physiology of the male primate (human).
There is a secret reason - with humans standing upright - that the lunar psychic energy is sublimated via the pineal gland resonance - in contrast to other mammals with a horizontal orientation (so their tail is the highest point of their body).
I'm on the feast or famine diet. So I buy 50 pounds of organic rice/lentils/beans and I store it on my land. then when I am in the mini-forest I meditate to go into a breatharian Bigu samadhi state (living off virtual photon energy). When I am in the city - I ate out of dumpsters for 10 years to make up for all the food waste in the city. So now I am on the scavenger diet but I primarily eat grass-fed organic meat so I have "jing" energy to do psychic pineal gland healing (qi). So I feast and gain 10 pounds and then fast and lose 10 pounds. I gain weight over the winter and in the spring I fast.
Milarepa, the most famous Buddhist Yogi of Tibet, had GREEN skin because when he was not fasting in meditation (being fed by Dakini spiritual goddess energy) then Milarepa was living off stinging nettles. So I planted stinging nettles up north ( I used to harvest them on our previous 10 acres contiguous with more forest). The forest plants overtook the nettles. So I need to replant the nettle seed in a controlled container or else transplant the nettles - if I find some free somewhere. Most people consider nettles to be a weed but it's a rich source of minerals and protein and vitamins. Also the deer don't eat the nettles.
I consider food to be a human right and so I have eaten at homeless free food kitchens but also I have donated lots of free food from when I worked as an organic fruit distributor (warehouse job). So I once donated a whole pallet of bananas that my coworkers didn't know what to do with. I worked a tomato sorting job one summer in the early 90s - I learned the boss had gotten busted for smuggling drugs up in the bananas - cocaine. So I figured he needed to clean his image, plus get a tax deduction - as he was throwing out pallets of fruit. I sent him a letter after I was done with the job - and he started donating his wasted extra fruit to "Second Harvest" - this was in Madison Wisconsin. So my family currently feeds me but I also help out my family by doing free research or free energy healing or just physical labor or other chores - it's called being a "secondary guardian."
But if my family wants to kick me out then I'll just take a bicycle 14 hours up north - and live on my 5 acre mini-forest and then camp for free in the national forest. Eating food for me is actually a kind of pollution but even when I fast - my body is still not purified. Eating "qi " is called "energy feasting" in Daoist Neidan (alchemy). So the Qi has to be stored up in the body so that it doesn't just keep leaking out of the brain - up the front of the body via the left side vagus nerve. So the energy has to cycle up the back and down the front. But tantra is psychic healing that does the opposite.
So I have been doing free tantric psychic healing when I should be "storing" up the energy for spiritual healing. That is more intense. For example http://qigongmaster.com does a 49 day cave meditation fast every year since he was a young boy. The qigong master I took classes from - Chunyi Lin http://springforestqigong.com also did this 49 day full lotus meditation fast (no sleep even!!) Just living off qi energy. Professor Rustum Roy studied this - he was a top chemistry researcher - and held a conference on "bigu" - it was hypothesized that gamma radiation is involved somehow.
I would be remiss not to mention that "jobs" didn't exist before the 1600s - I work but I don't have a wage job. I file a Schedule F income tax as a farmer and thus I also wear a tent-tarp overalls bib all the time. So I am growing Shiitake mushrooms to store carbon and as a food source (possibly even to make some cash). https://elixirfield.blogspot.com/2019/07/psychedelic-giant-seahorse-dream.html Just scroll way down on my blog to see the photos of the mycelium growth - I am proud of this initial success (you can see the white fungus spreading to the end of the logs). So I spent a few weeks in the mini-forest working off grid, using Lithium generator and solar panels.
So I know it's not real - but I visited the Berbers in North Africa who were living self-reliant for thousands of years without JOBS - using humanure compost to grow their own food in the desert. The females grew the food but also made their own clothing from wild sheep that are herded. So I also did humanure composting food growth here - I had a big corn/beans/peas/squash/tomatoes "milpa" garden. I also donated to http://trees.org that promotes Forest Gardens along the equator. So I believe in "gleaning." I planted an acre of chestnut trees (24 trees). At first the deer at them or the trees didn't get enough nitrogen or froze too much over the winters. But I kept at it - and the trees started producing chestnuts right when we sold the land (the new owners were exited about what I had done with the land - so hopefully the trees are growing still). thanks
I was harvesting with a scythe on one of those "wild wasteland" plots of the neighbors - and then taking the haul through the forest (OK I gleaned it or poached it or whatever). Then I dried it out under plexiglass on a frame (old window well). So then I had it dried as my winter silage. haha. I then just threw it into the Vitamix (the ONLY capital investment from my 10 years of working at Clean Water Action).
Anyway yes the seeds I bought were actually Chinese Neetles - which is crazy. But I think there's a cooperative that sells Nettle seed. I never tried harvesting the seed. I'm keeping my eyes peeled for nettles. I'll be at my friend's farm helping out this weekend (or trying to). Maybe they'll have nettles. I'm bring soil and making my own animal compost in the soil. So that would be good for transplanting the nettles. (haha).
Yes I think it will happen - but the Birch took over. I wonder if birch is edible - Alder is good forage. I told my farm friend about what you told me about the Willow having too much "aspirin" - he was surprised. They have a lot of willow that he was planning to just have eaten down by the cattle. But I don't think it will be a problem as it is not their main forage.
Yes so I am using a lot of the big Alder (3 to 4 inches diameter) for the mushrooms. Things grow slowly but with global warming - things grow faster. The corporate-state news today just reported Soybeans are up in the midwest (upper) - and corn is even up a bit. But globally overall crops are down a lot due to global warming. Of course this will get worse much faster than is being reported. Instead they just claim they "dont know." The problem with scythe harvesting of Nettles is they really don't grow back right away - they probably are recovered now since it's been a few years.
"You can also eat the twigs and young leaves and buds (spring) of the birch tree, and the sap can be tapped and eaten raw or cooked. It apparently can be used to make a "birch beer" also."
AWESOME.
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