One of my favorite novels - I read in my 1st year of college: WATT by Samuel Beckett

"There are passages, such as the one below, where the patterns of the words on the page are spellbinding. Reading them induces a trance-like state, as writing them must have, too:" https://www.newyorker.com/books/second-read/the-alternative-facts-of-samuel-becketts-watt

I then composed music for my Smith College music composition class - to be performed at Smith by a professional singer with instrumentation. She painfully grimaced at the notes, asking me if I was sure that is what I had written. I used Samuel Beckett's addendum as my inspiration.

I tried not to laugh when she asked me - I didn't mean to make her feel pain but rather to expose the Western music as inherently wrong.

 Beckett ends “Watt” with an “Addenda,” containing “precious and illuminating material” not included in the main text because of “fatigue and disgust.” The last of this miscellany is a famous injunction: “no symbols where none intended.” It places the reader in a position similar to Watt regarding the locked door. How do we know which symbols were intended? What if none were intended?

It's interesting that Beckett could not get WATT published - it was routinely rejected - not until his GODOT play got famous. Admittedly I am not really familiar with Godot.

 The plain reader will simply complain of boredom.

Exactly - what better means to cast off the "plain reader"?!

So I read Ulysses by James Joyce while in the cabin in Alaska - just south of Denali - what a great view of Denali we had! The steepest mountain in the world! That book's main purpose in my view was also "spellbinding" and to "induce a trance-like state" - and so now I discover that Beckett was Joyce's assistant!!

Thus the “over-production” of prepositions, participles, conjunctive combinations, etc subverts what would normally be thought of as literature’s productive, metaphoric function: the symbol.

 https://tastetowaste.wordpress.com/2012/01/05/samuel-beckett-watt-1953/

yes like a Celtic monk or Buddhist monk....

yes in China to be vegetarian is considered to be more socially upward, as a Buddhist and in Nepal this is also part of "Brahminization" - for the lower castes or tribes people want to be more like a Brahmin priest vegetarian. In fact God or Brahman is from the Indo-European root word meaning Bull and so the Cow or Bull is sacred in India just as it is secretly sacred in the West. There is a good book about Brahmins that secretly eat beef - despite not being supposed to do so. In our original human culture - the San Bushmen - the oldest spiritual training is called the Eland Bull Dance, done by the female at first menstruation, surrounded by all the other females in the tribe. The female at first menstruation is considered to be a male Bull because the male Bull has the strongest N/om energy due to having the most fat around the heart.

So there is a direct connection between the N/om (snake kundalini as life force or Tree of Life energy that is forbidden in the West) and diet. The young female is not allowed to eat the staple diet of the fatty Monongo Nut - because her natural life force hormones are so powerful that a fatty diet will make her too lusty and drive her insane. The young male at the peak of his life force N/om is then required to fast for a month while doing trance dancing - this is to learn to store up and transform the N/om (that turns into an electromagnetic force rising up the spine called "boiling energy"). So the males are taught to visualize fire at the base of the spine. This is the origin of alchemy with fire under the water to turn wood into steam. So fire was sacred for the original human cultures - and the females were required (are still doing this) to sleep on the left hand side of the fire while the males sleep on the right. This is mirrored in the human body - so for males the left hand is yang because females are yang INTERNALLY while males are yang externally. So in the West we think of the right hand as being "dominant" but in fact it is the left hand.

So in the original human culture - the male has to do his first animal kill during his month long spiritual training - this is called Tshoma training - all the males fast and trance dance together. When the male does his first animal kill he is forbidden to eat this animal. Then the male can get married but he has to first live with the female's family - without "consummating" the marriage (no sex) for THREE YEARS and during this time he hunts for the female's family, providing food. The females as the head of the families also control the hunting and water area land rights. So this is called "Women Like Meat" - you can study Dr. Megan Biesele's book or Dr. Bradford Keeney's pdf on ReEntry into Creation about the Eland Bull trance dance spiritual training for a female turning into an Eland Bull.

So then if a bird is killed in the original human culture - then the bird is not eaten till the next day. This is because the spirit of the bird would tell the other birds that the humans are eating the birds and therefore the humans would not be able to hunt more birds. So the male is trained to be celibate for three days before he does an animal kill with his deadly poison tipped arrow (that has no antidote to this day!). So this celibacy then builds up his N/om energy to then ATTRACT the animals that he is hunting. His bow is then used like a magical music instrument that sends out a psychic tracking N/om energy to attract the animals' spirit energy.

The central focus of the original human culture is then the all night trance dancing by the males while the females sing all night and clap. The females control the music and the males are then required to heal the females but the younger females at first puberty have the strongest N/om energy that is then SENT into the males via the female's voice. So then the males by trance dancing are able to then transform this N/om energy (called Jing in Daoist alchemy) into the electromagnetic energy that is sent back into the females via the spirit healing. So the highest level skill is then being able to keep the eyes completely steady while a Laser holographic spirit force is sent out of the third eye into the females. An even higher skill is the astral travel by the males - after the body falls down into trance. This is considered very dangerous and so the females will then throw water onto the male to bring him back to the focus of healing the females.

The most central cause of sickness is due to spiritual "ghost pollution." This means that the dead - like that bird's spirit after death - even humans as dead spirits still maintain their lower emotional attachments. So this means they can attract the energy of living humans and vice versa as a lower frequency sickness. So the astral spiritual healing is based on the COLOR of the spirit light that is seen leaving the human body as an aura - called "ropes" of healing or "arrows" of healing. So the red light is a lower frequency while the green light is the healing higher frequency and blue light is healing from the future - as precognitive visions. This is why Krishna is blue or Hathor in Egypt - the spiritual cow is blue.