I'm asked to explain my enlightenment experience

 thanks! New vid is uploading now on the secrets of sound. Yes Chunyi Lin told me I had an "enlightenment experience" - so I took a deep dive into the meditation at age 29 after I had been doing a lot of reading and activism and a vegan diet for over 10 years. By "enlightenment experience" then he also said "my mind was confused." This caused me to dive deeper into the research. What happened to me is explained in detail in chapter 11 of the book "Taoist Yoga: alchemy and immortality." But it took me another ten years or so to discover these details since I could not consider the fact that I had jumped ahead in my training skill. I had not read that book far enough in detail enough to understand what I had experienced and how to train with it or deal with it. So when I stumbled across this quote, “You see spirits killing people. You smell burning, rotten flesh. Then you heal, you pull sickness out. You heal, heal, heal. Then you live.”

in the book Healing Makes the Heart Happy about our original human culture - then I realized I had gone back in time thousands of years in terms of what I experienced. Turns out the latest DNA science traces the separation of the "pygmies" and San Bushmen at 225,000 years ago yet both have this spiritual healing music training at the core of their cultures! So this training is truly ancient indeed for life on Earth - at least for humans.

So as the Tshoma training is called - a male actually doesn't become an "Owner of N/om" or master healer until in his 40s - despite having being immersed in this culture. Why? well it is literally a "beyond death" experience - my training manual cites another conversation with the San Bushmen about their heart stopping and yet this still function. qigong master Chunyi Lin also shared this experience but he doesn't recommend it. What he recommended for me is to just focus on my energy on my lower tan tien or elixir field. This is also the essence of what the San Bushmen teach - to visualize fire at the base of the spine, thereby boiling the water inside of us to create a healing steam or N/om that rises up as an electromagnetic energy - it then goes out of the eyes as !Kia or a kind of laser energy that is holographic and communicates with spirits. There are ropes of light that connect beings - this is demonstrated in the cave paintings also as Dr. Brad Keeney explains in his books.

So by "enlightenment experience" then this training process is meant. As for what I experienced personally - well I saw ghosts and I smelled the burning rotten flesh and I did healing. I also experienced telepathy soon after. Once I was sitting with a close friend (still a close friend) - and he suddenly said, "What are you doing to me!" - he was across the table but he could feel the Yuan Qi emanating out of the center of my skull. Another time I was at work - the Monday AFTER the Level 3 retreat where I had seen Chunyi Lin healing ghosts (he explained also this is what he was doing) - and my coworker - a female - I noticed I could feel and sense her via this energy emanating from the center of my skull. But the energy was this field that we both existed in also - it was a kind of buzzing electrical field. So this is the ether-Shakti that Ramana Maharshi refers to.

I actually had a precognitive dream first in 1995 soon after I got initiated into qigong by qigong master Effie P. Chow. But even when that dream came true three years later - I Never had made the connection to that qigong initiation I had experienced. I had felt a very strong magnetic force pushing the centers of my hands apart - and again this is the "Yuan Qi." In deep meditation it fills the body as what is called Nirvikalpa Samadhi in Indian yoga. It is a rare state of meditation that most don't achieve but as Vivekananda explains Nirvikalpa Samadhi is actually the foundation and basis for "real" meditation or what Buddhism calls Prajna (wisdom).

Anyway I then made eye contact with a female - and I felt suddenly this bliss substance shoot up my spine but at the same time energy shoot out of my eyes and I suddenly realized the female experienced the SAME bliss energy! We were about ten feet apart. That night I lost my "alchemical pill" but I never made the connection - that it was due to that loss of purity via eye contact. A traditional Brahmin training manual says if eye contact is made with a female than three days of purification is required. In our original human culture the males go three days with no female contact each time the males go hunting - to then create the N/om that attracts the animals.

So then soon after when I was meditating I experienced this literal spinning of the room around me but as a spacetime vortex!! It was a force of spacetime! I then "disappeared" whereby in meditation I did not feel my body or mind at all yet this force-awareness still existed beyond spacetime. When I came out of it then I realized that how I am is neither my body nor my mind. I tore up journal since I was no longer attached to physical reality. That journal had the proof of my three year precognitive dream details - and other notes, etc. I threw out my Yan Xin meditation tape because I felt I no longer needed it. Yet at the same time due to my study in nondualism - I was still misundertanding formless awareness or Emptiness as some static realm whereby Everything has the same truth of Emptiness.

On the contrary - and this is what I was "confused" by - your consciousness is the spiritual ego as light and this gets turned around as "Yuan Shen" - and this creates a more intense light that empties out the blockages - and this light is the "invariance" that does not change as per special relativity. But the Yuan Qi as ether-force is eternally changing - and this requires eternal purification as harmonization via the yin qi and yang qi as the alchemy training. So I was unwilling to do this purification as meditation. Instead I did a psychic tantra "crazy zen" path of dumpster diving for food and reading all the time - to translate my experience back into Western science, thereby reverse-engineering it yet exposing the corruption of standard Western science at the same time.

thanks for asking.