The one who is seeing can not speak. Eyes that are seeing can not speak. The tongue can speak, it is not seeing....Witness is someone else. Witness is within the same person ...but that Witness no one knows.... Those who can see because they don't listen. We don't listen. We don't listen because it is concealed simply because of I.Poonjaji, 34 minutes in
I tell then NO effort, No teaching, KEEP QUIET.1 hr
Freedom from Time is Freedom... Scriptures only tell you this one thing: KEEP QUIET. KEEP QUIET.1:08
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Where is this energy coming from to speak? Where is this energy coming from! The energy is coming from behind your tongue. You go always forward but have you gone Behind? Go behind from where this energy is coming from to perform Any Sadhana - to see, smell, taste, touch or speak.
No things, NO Ideas, and No persons. Don't think of any of these things. Then look at what do you see? Look from where you get the ENERGY to see, to think, to touch, to taste. No you have this light... where does this light come from? Where the light is coming from NO ONE has gone there.... if you cut the line there is no light in the wire - so the electrical engineer does not know. The guru takes you to the wire and then you can switch on and off whenever you like. The guru says Behind the Retina - from where you get the sight to see - Behind the Breath - you are not to make effort EVEN to Breathe!
A storm was in tonight. I sensed it even though the weather report in the newspaper did not forecast it. The radio on the way home confirmed my suspicions - snow and rain on the way. I got done more at a faster pace since I reluctantly switched to the prescribed method of inoculation - jamming the inoculation tool into a can of the sawdust spawn - to fill the inoculation tool. Last year I literally PUSHED all the sawdust spawn into the tool by hand - this took forever but I wanted to ensure that I was not damaging the mycelium. haha.
So the Grouse was there right away but amazingly stuck around - even though I kept returning. I heard it beating its wings at night - mating call. Ruffed Grouse Drumming sound - youtube
the thumps are little sonic booms created as air suddenly fills a vacuum made when the wings are thrust outward from the breast.
The winnowing Wilson's Snipe have returned with their ethereal night calls. Their wings also make a loud hovering flushing sound that is really cool. Winnowing Snipe wing sound - amazing!
Winnowing sounds made by its tail feathers during display flight.Wilson's Snipe - also makes a loud call - this is a live vid
You can hear the winnowing in the background.
You may recall I had a kind of "debate" with a top ornithologist - who runs the Cornell bird website - because they had a recording of another bird - and said that bird's song went UP in frequency but they did not point out the same recording also had a Wilson's Snipe sound in the background - the winnowing also goes UP in frequency. So I finally got the "scientist" to admit this was true - because at the time I was confused as to whether that winnowing sound was actually part of the "thrush" song that also went up in frequency (since that's what the recording said - the song goes UP in frequency and I heard the winnowing going UP in frequency on the recording!)
The Flicker is loud and sounds like a Pterodactyl. It has pecked out several of the sawdust spawn holes on the logs - looking for ants.
A Robin was super pissed at me - I thought it was cuz of my bright orange hat and it thought I was another male. But on the way back I discovered the Robin has its nest built right next to the trail - with five or so blue eggs. So I promised the Robin I would not take that trail again.
Ducks were chasing each other over head - flying in rapid circular formations - tight and low and fast. Geese flew nearby. Crows and gold finch - and chickadees - fledglings.
So there's quite a few birds - I heard at least one song that I did not recognize. I think I heard a bee buzzing today.
But tomorrow night it goes quite a bit below freezing. So we're having a cold spring. I figure we are in the cold part of the arctic jet stream. The trees were just starting to bud out.
Canadian documentary on the Female Goddess tradition
I had some good meditation - I saw some blue light. I also did some solar gazing when the sun was low on the horizon - so when I closed my eyes after looking at the sun then I saw blue light with green around it and then red and yellow around that.
So as de Broglie Law of Phase Harmony models - all matter is made of light but due to eternal time-frequency motion then there is also the future as virtual matter that is guiding the matter of the past. So by visualizing light and listening to its source then we can access this reverse time energy.
So then I felt strong heat and bliss - after doing a two hour full lotus meditation (1 hour with left leg on top).
I've inoculated over 30 logs. I have maybe 45 logs left to do - so that means I will need to order a third 5 pound of mycelium sawdust spawn - and I'll get more wax also.
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