Monday, September 24, 2018

Menstrual Spiritualism with conservation biologist Michael Soule, Marisa Carnesky and Dolores O'Riordan

http://radicalanthropologygroup.org/av/video/menstruating-together-theatres-tents-and-other-unlikely-locations
reinventing menstrual rituals for a new era drawing on the hidden power of a forgotten matriarchal past.
She did Anti-McDonald's protests in 1993 - I ALSO did Anti-McDonald's protests around 1994-5.
Now she argues that "sawing a woman in half" (in magic shows) is symbolic of menstruation. If menstruation is NOT hygiene then IS it the magic that has paranormal powers? She made the case that the origin of clowns are menstrual.

new Interview with Michael Soule - conservation biologist who stated "large mammals stopped evolving since the 1970s due to lack of habitat." https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gLrUmVJlipM

 I'll listen - thanks. Dolores was fascinating - she was against females being "tarts" - and yet at the same time she blamed herself about being sexually abused from ages 8 to 12. So then she was subconsciously suicidal and later consciously suicidal. She would sing while blacked out from alcohol - in the bars of Ireland. She the blacked out on her own. Then when her dad died - she dreaded for a year - having to see her abuser at the funeral. When he went up to her and talked to her - then she relapsed into a dark state controlled by her demons. Then a couple years later her marriage broke up and she had to go onto psychotropic drugs. Those do not mix with alcohol and so then she died by drowning during a black out in the bath tub. So her singing was her attempt at self-healing - but she was mad about the rock world being so sexist and she felt extremely sad and alone while on the road with the boys. Yet at the same time she wanted to be like a male to escape the sexism. And so - then she admitted to "panting" in "heat" when she liked one of the Metallica band members - and he was at the MTV stage where they performed. And yet despite her "panting" in heat - she was too shy to talk to him. One of her early MTV announcer vids - she does this "panting" in heat - as a performance while introducing the vids. And so what does it mean to "pant" in heat - she subconsciously had self-hate, thinking of herself as a female dog - a Bitch - because her first experience of lust was from a male sucking off her energy as a psychic black hole - as his ejaculation addiction. So her female power of lunar psychic sublimation, as psychic healing, was stolen from her. As she says - it was difficult for her to have her "female functions" while on the road - living out of her suitcase with constant wrinkled clothing. So she wanted to express her female lust as natural healing energy - as love that is sublimated lust - but she never knew what that meant. So on the one hand she was against females who "let their knockers hang out" - (which is the primate female display behavior) - but on the other hand she had self-hate against her own lust, and ironically tried to display it positively as "PANTING" (a female dog - a bitch). It's quite tragic and yet fascinating. Because truly her singing was her escape - she said she hid in her room with her music and these days people don't do that enough since they are so attached to the internet - which is a visual medium. Yes she is correct - she experienced deep listening and singing as healing. Only she had to do it on her own - and she didn't know any social means of healing. So in the end her attempt to heal herself failed due to the patriarchy she was subsumed in.

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